life agogo

school started again...that's about all that i have to say about that subject.  lets see, its only been a week and a few days and i've already decided to not go.  today i woke up around 8 (when that bastardly alarm clock reared its ugly head) and i said "no alarm clock!  i will not get up right now and do my homework and then go to class!  i'm going to turn you off, roll over, and wake up when i damn well please!"  and you know what?  alarm clock listened!  

its been a lovely day...joel and i ran errands, i woke up when i wanted to, and i don't feel the least bit guilty for not going to school today.  now, i don't want an argument or you out there telling me that i should still work my hardest.  i've had enough of those lectures lately.  its as if i'm a slacker and we all have to worry that maybe one day i won't take my medicine and i'll suddenly flip out and joel will have to roam the streets looking for me huddled under some tree.  really!  come on...since when does someone need to lecture me about doing well in school?  are you serious?!?  and yet - i know, as if this would ever happen - i have had several family members recently worry about me and in their worrying they gave me the "you should work hard in school" lecture.

ugh.

you know...maybe they should show me what they are talking about.  show me how they worked hard in school and didn't slack off THEIR THIRD YEAR OF LAW SCHOOL.  wait a minute...they can't because the people that lectured me were the ones that dropped out of school and then later in life went back.  ah yes...i can see why they would worry.  i am in danger of falling out of school and might have to return in 20 years from now.

thanks for your concern, but as for today it was FANTASTIC to for once be a rebel and skip school.